Reading vs Watching

Am I the only one who hates watching movies about books I already read? Idk if its just me but watching a movie version of a good book just ruins the book for me. Its like I always have high expectations on how the movie should be but it never meets the expectations.

ignorance

 Last night I went out to a town center close so where I live. I went with my best friend and we had a good night overall but I ended up cursing someone out. What had happened was, I was walking to the ice cream store when 3 thirsty guys walked by. Then one of them turned and said "Aye lemmi holla". Me and my friend looked at them, then looked at eahother with the wth face. We just kept walking when the same guy yells "See that's why no one likes you black bitches!" He said it with such confidence that he wasn't going to get put in his place.

Old friend

 So today I was casually getting myself some subway when  ran into a special old friend. I knew him senior year of high school and I always had a thing for him. He was always so sweet to me and not to mention, VERY CUTE. But the only problem was. I had a boyfriend at the time, so I always kept my distance and set boundaries. Now I am single and ready to mingle. He asked for my number and OFCOURSE I gave it t him. Time to see where this goes. ;)

Freshmen year

Can we please rewind time. My freshmen year of college is already over. I feel like its only been a month not a whole year. I am blessed to have met such wonderful people. Aissi Odile Bri Destini will forever be my babies even if I wont see them for a while. These 4 beautiful girls have become such a big part of my life over through out the year. They have all proved to me that they care about me and that's all I really can ask for. I am beyond thankful for these ladies.

Charity

Recently I've been feeling more and more ungrateful. I've been thinking about doing something that matters and helps people. So I have decided to throw a charity event. The only problem is, what event should I do..... Help please.

RBC basketball

During high school i would never want to go to the basketball games, i would go to some of the football games but not the basketball games. Its not like my school was terrible we were ranked pretty high in the nationals. When i got to college the peer pressure was real. Every one kept talking about how good the team was. At first i was like okay okay shut up i don't care. But then one day my friends forced me to go to a game with them. When i got there i was just bitter and angry. I did not want to be there. Everyone was all loud and rowdy, which seemed to piss me off even more. But then a miracle happened. i actually payed attention to the game and it wasn't that bad. As soon as i noticed i was cheering and being rowdy just like everyone else. I actually enjoyed myself, and even though every kept telling me how good we are i was shocked myself. Go statesman!

Just Find the Love

Have you ever realized how scary it is to love someone? Loving someone is you giving them power. The power to basically control you like robot. Not always physically but emotionally. If your love wants to have a good day and to feel happy and joyful, he or she will do so. But its just that easy for them to ruin your day and make you feel like crap. Many hearts break everyday due to the insensitivity of a loved one. So why would anyone ever allow someone to have to much power over them? It never seems worth it until the one comes along. The one that changes your perspective about everything you ever thought you knew in this world. The one who makes the darkest days brighter than the sun. So many seem to rush into what they think is love, then end up missing their true soul mate. then those end up to be the old grumpy people who don't believe in love. It exists you just have to find it and not waste your time with people who put you down more then they pick you up.

This isnt me

I lost my self. This isn't me. growing up I was the sweetest girl you can ever be,  always hyper and happy. Any where my dad would go it was almost guaranteed that I was right by his side. Shadowing him, making sure I was just as perfect as I thought he was.  I had so much excitement, I wanted to do anything and everything. Sadly that girl is long gone. The real world has taken her away. I have been exposed to the flaws of the world and everyone I trusted has let me down including my own dad, leaving me with the expectation that no matter what I do I would always be let down so why try? Why go out of my way to please people? What's the purpose of sharing my emotions or feeling with others if they are going to screw you over? In this world we are born alone and we all die alone. When I hurt no one is going to feel the pain but me. This place has changed me into a pretty selfish person. A dark negative person. Maybe this has always been me, and it just took a lot of disappointment for me to find myself.

zmoney + clubbing = fail.

For some reason clubbing just never works out for me. Every time i have gone or have attempted to go something just has to go wrong. My last clubbing experience just might be my last clubbing experience for a while.
The night started just like any other night. Me and my girls all got ready in our cute little outfits, did our hair and makeup and got together. We started getting drunk off the excitement in the air and started chit-chatting before we left. We started discussing how we have to have a good night unlike the night before which started in a brawl and ended with disappointment because the club was just so terrible. The club we were attending that night was supposed to be a lot better than the previous one. We were all pumped and ready to make out way up to Richmond to start what was supposed to be a good night. We arrived at the club in one safe and sound. We enter the club just to realize it was more ratchet than we expected it to be but it was still tolerable. I ran into a few people i much rather avoid and a lot of the guys were very flirty... in an aggressive and creepy way. But still the night was going better than any of my other clubbing experience. We leave the club around 2. Everyone was happy because nothing went terribly wrong... Yet. We start driving back home. We get on the highway when the driver says "Oh shit my cars slowing down, its out of gas"...  Why didn't she say anything earlier so we can stop and get gas.. Zmoney will never, ever know. But the point is it was 2 AM and our car is stopped in the middle of the night. We tried everything we could think of to just be able to go home. All the cabs that we called ended up never showing up, all the tow trucks costed more than $130 just to get it towed to the nearest gas station. every time we called the cops they would take over 30 mins just to arrive and then they were never really much help. At the end we finally got a police to drive one of my friends to the nearest gas station so she can purchase a gallon of gas then he assisted her as she put the gas in the car. We ended up leaving the highway at 5 in the morning. We were stuck in a cold heat less car for 2 and a half hour. From now on i will avoid getting stuck in a cold car in the middle of the high way by just not going clubbing.

Hello Z-moneys I am 18 and a freshmen in college. I was born in Sierra Leone Africa. But I haven't been back since I left when I was 3. I'm a little upset that I don't know how to speak the language but I do understand it clearly. I'm sure If I really tried I would be able to speak it since its only a mix between English and French. I was raised in Northern Virginia but now I go to a college in Petersburg which is in the South part of Virginia. 2 and a half hours away from home and I miss it more than I ever thought I would. I'm sure what I miss the most is the comfort in being in a place I'm used to and to me I feel like Northern Virginia is a more happy place with happy people unlike Petersburg which feels a little gloomy to me. Maybe I'm just home sick. BUT ANYWAYS  I am the coolest person you will probably ever meet so go a head and enjoy my blog ;)

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